Today, unexpectedly, baby could book out.. so i went to meet him. He surprised me when he turned up at my home mrt station while i was heading up the escalator.. oh my then i saw him walk out of the train.
We took a train to Novena, but overshot to Newton cuz he was listening to ipod and i was reading Readers Digest AND i thought he said go Newton. Anyways, went back to Novena to find aunty nan and dale at rosevale. Yeye was there too..hmm..a man with little words.
So we walked back to Novena Sq wanting to eat at LAo Beijing...but ah..its closed... so found this HK restaurant Chummeez at the top floor. Not bad the food, had alot of Dim sum,soup,noodles as usual, with aunty nan u will not be starved, u'll be stuffed. If not buffet, its over-ordered ala carte.
Remembering tat time incident, we ate at the chinese restaurant in goodwood park. Baby wanted set meal,and aunty nan oredi ordered Dim sum for popo and us. Then baby pointed to the menu, and me pointed to aunty nan. Hmmm.. mistake. He pointed to the $99 one, wells.. me thinking he was talking bout the one with the sea cucumber, pointed to aunty nan the $198 one. In the end, the $198 set meal of 8 dishes for 4 of us, plus dim sum, plus dessert, all of us were STUFFED.
After lunch.. okay, luncnner (lunch + dinner), we walked back to United sq, hung around the arcade while tim n dale played with something like Daytona.
Went back to rosevale n slacked, watching dale play Gunz. Me played with DAle's cam, wah~ i like his cam. the pictures dont come out so high resolutioned tat everything is so clear until pimple also can see. Wahahah, in other words, dale's cam makes a person looks nicer. wAHAAH~ so took a few pics with baby.
Then... uncle ray came to pick us for dinner. Actually i cant eat oredi, was having second thoughts bout going.. but baby said he will scold. so we went.. both were quiet bout the lunch we had. Dinner was wee kee nam chicken rice opp novena sq.. >.< my.. i wasnt so keen. On top of chicken n rice, uncle ray ordered claypot toufu,vege,and fried beef i think. O.O me n baby shared a plate of rice, and didn have much for dinner. heheheh~!!
Then i took a cab home , muacks baby, thanks for the cab fare. haha~!!
Extracts from Her(the sticky ex) Blog..
Saturday, June 04, 2005
i miss him
I have hardly been outside my room in days,
Cos I don't feel that I deserve the sunshine's rays.
The darkness helped until the whiskey wore away,
And it was then I realised the conscience never fades.
When you're young you have this image of your life,
That you'll be scrupulous and one day even make a wife.
And you make boundaries you never dream to cross,
And if you happen to, you'll wake completely lost.
But I will fight for you,
Be sure that I will fight
Until we're the special two once again...
And we will only need each other
We'll bleed together
Our hands will not be taught to hold another's
cos we're the special two
And we could only see each other
We'll breathe together
These arms will not be taught to need another's
coz we're the special two
I remember someone old once said to me,
That lies will lock you up, with truth the only key.
But I was comfortable and warm inside my shell,
And couldn't see this place could soon become my hell.
So is it better to tell and hurt, or lie to save their face?
Well I guess the answer is don't do it in the first place.
I know I'm not deserving of your trust from you right now,
But if by chance you change your mind,
You know I will not let you down,
Coz we were the special two and will be again...
And we will only need each other
We'll bleed together
Our hands will not be taught to hold another's
coz we're the special two
And we can only see each other
We'll breathe together
These arms will not be taught to need another's
and we're the special two
I'll step ouside my minds eyes, for a minute,
And I look over me like a doctor looking for disease
Or something that could ease the pain.
But nothing cures the hurt that you, bring on by yourself
Just remembering, just remembering how we were
And we will only need each other
We'll bleed together
These hands will not be taught to hold anothe'rs
we were the special two
And we can only see each other
We'll bleed together
These arms will not be taught to need another's
coz we're the special two
- the special two- miss higgins
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Wednesday, June 08, 2005
he's in hospital...got into car accident..
funny how i just though i would call him to find out how life after BMT was..and yea..he said he was in hospital..
erms..
i'm kinda shocked..
and i can't study no more...
tired..
can't concentrate.
how badly injured he is i don't know...
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Saturday, June 11, 2005
will we ever be the special two again?
i shouldn't have
why did i have to pick up the phone and dial his number..
ok..dont think there's anything really wrong with it..
the wrong this is that after i put down..i felt like crap..
i'm happy that he's been discharged..and that he's fine and good..
but why is it that i always get my hopes up when i talk to him only to find them come crumbling down in like 3 minutes..i don't mean to you know..
like i just want to talk..find out how he is..but deep down inside..i want him to respond..as in like not jus talk about shallow things..answer my questions..
i want him to ask ME questions..and not shut me off telling me he's got to go after less than 3 minutes..
yes he has a girlfriend..a fact which doesnt seem to want to sink in into my thick thick skull...but i mean..aren't i still special????or maybe not....sighs..
i dunno la..
i want to be able to treat him as a friend..but why can't i???why must my bloody emotions and feelings always get in the way!?!!??! argh..
i dunno how's its gonna be like when i go home..we'll be even nearer....shit la...
why is it taking so long to get over him??????
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MY BLUETOOTH IS DOWN~!! which means i cant post any pics soon. No idea y, asked baby and he came up with the charger theory tat sort of screwed my connection tat made me more blur n then in the end, its nothing but crap. LOL~!!
woke up early today for tuition.. Played game with my tuition kids, gosh they're simply adorable. haha~ made them so happy tis tuition. After tuition i went back home after having lunch nearby. Laksa yong tao fu!!! But my place one not so nice leh.. Paya lebar one nicer :)
Then juz about to reach home and Huimin msged me. ASked me to meet her 3 pm at lot1 as she has tuition tml noon. Then later she called to ask me to go down at 1.30 instead. Reached there at 2pm... Then we were walking around when her parents called sounding urgent.. tot something bad happened at home.. so she went back for a while, said she'll be back. So i waited for her at lot1, when she came back at 3 to join me. Turned out her bro has no key to go home and her mom needs to go medi check.. Cheyz..WE even took a neoprint together :)
Baby called to say he can book out today too :) but went to find his mom for dinner. But i can see him tml again :):):):) heee~!!
Pics will be up soon :):):)
Today,slept til so late, and really dont wanna go work anymore, so msged Jeff again, said im not going anymore and pls reply. So Jeff said ok i understand etc etc.. And haha~ great, off.
Around noon time, went to pass hard disk to friend, but he wasnt home, so i left it in some water pipe thingy near his place. lol~ then had chicken rice and baby called me when i was home. He said he could book out today, so i asked if he wanted to come my place for dinner. YAY!!!haha~!!
So i bathed n waited for him to come while mom was cooking dinner. Sweet baby bought durians for me,hehe` (not forgetting he said i was Fat) yet ah, feed me with all sorts of good food and junkies, tat makes me even more fat, but him even more sweet. WAHAHAA~!!
So we had a fun dinner, and fun durian opening. Ahaha~Then he had to go back to camp. Didnt have cash so mom gave him some and soon, he's safe n sound back in camp. hehehe~
Woke up early today to go chastworth. When i got there at about 10.45.. realised baby wasnt in his room. His bed was made,so i asked Helen and Mama if they've seen him gone out, they said no. I was like uh... maybe he slept over at his mom's, but cant be.. becuz he called me from home last night. So i asked Helen again if she knew where tim has gone to. She said "he hiding"
WALIAO~!! how old oredi still play tis kind of game. haha~ really got a shock at first man, thought he went out early in the morning. Cuz his sticky ex is coming over around noon(shes back oredi), so he asked me to be there early. So okay, i was there early. Haha, he beats me to it. Such a nice surprise to see him up and awake so early in the day.. :):):):):)
Hmm..we're wrestling on the bed cuz baby refused to get off me, cuddling, and juz fooling around. Funfunfun,hehehe. Then i picked his phone and said "1 missed call..from ur sticky ex" haha she should be coming soon, so i stood up to wear my cardigan when theres a knock on the door and it juz flew open.There stood sticky ex.
WEll.. not a nice sight. But somehow it could be made nicer if baby had pressed on me further and she juz came right in, haha~ she will leave with "wth is tim doing with joanne" WAHahaha~ ok i know im being evil. Lets juz leave it as..she didnt expect to see me.
N spotty is so not bothered by this appearance, cuz he normally does bark excitedly.
Anyways she came to pass him some things he asked her to buy in aust.. and left.. And after tat baby and me watched movies!! watched Flight of the PHoenix. WAnted to watch Batman, but sound quality sucks, and Mr n Mrs Smith, but pic quality sucks. So end up Flight of the PHonenix was pretty good.
Then we went to take a nap, about 2 hrs, only to wake up and realise tat we're late for dinner. Hurried baby to dress up and then walked to Tanglin mall to meet Dale,LEs,and Aunty nan at Cafebiz. Whoa~the food there is nice. haha~ Probs one of my fav. Tops is still The line. :) So fattening man..
Anyways, i took a cab back ALONE cuz haiz.. Nvm.. lol~
Woke up early to go to RELC. WALIo baby said yesterday that he would accompany me. But i guessed as much he couldnt wake up, cuz last night's supper with his friends. He said he had better things to do when i called him to tell him of the queue yesterday .. he didnt wanna go waste time queueing..So i went ALONE..AS if i wan to waste my time in a Queue :( i took some time to dig my Olevels cert out, luckily found it. Sigh.. raining and i didnt bring a brolly. Mom called to scream at me y i didnt bring a brolly, so i told her Orchard wont be raining later when i reach and was praying so hard in the bus that the rain would stop, if not i would miss my certification time at the RELC.
True enuff, it stopped. Went there, OH MY, my eyes dropped, the whole place was packed, and the queue was twice as long as yesterday's 1 hr queue man~!! These people.. last min work. i hope some of them dont get to certify their docs *evilz grinz* heheh. Anyways i didnt want to queue ,so i went to the front to ask if i still need to queue for bringing that cert i didnt bring yesterday.. the guy said no need, and in 2 mins, the thing was done and i could go~! Lucky me. :):):)
Went to baby's place, he was still sleeping. Sigh.. didnt say anything to make me feel better bout going alone leh.. but nvm larh. ANyway he asked me wanna watch show? hehe, tat cheered me up alittle, cuz i dont wanna be there n watch him sleep. WAtched Mr n Mrs Smith..Well the quality sucks, its pirated anyway hehe~but yeah the quality really sucked. So changed show, to NAtional Treasure. Clear and nice movie. After that watched Supersize me. WAliao.. waste my time. IT is a documentary.. and no action and nothing much except statistics and health and many doctors saying the same thing.
Then after the show, baby had a craving for McDonalds. So we went to United Sq to eat mcDonalds. >.< So fattening... After that tabao KAtong laksa for aunty nan, and went over to her place.There, we rot watching Discovery channel and how Ocres ate up poor little sea lions. Not nice, cuz i didnt see blood or guts spilling into the ocean, except for the killer whale wiggling on the shallow waters trying to get back into the ocean after a satisfying meal.
i took off on this day, so can go to RELC buildingn to submit my documents. Got mom to buy me a bank draft of 45 pounds to pay SIM. Hmm.. went to RELC.. So many people man.. *faints* Met old school mate from RV, xiao jun there, exchanged phone numbers. Queued up for bout 1 hr plus then my turn, only to realised they dont accept RESULT SLIPS, they want CERTIFICATES.. u know.. those laminated hard copies.
OH man, managed to find my Alevels CERT, but couldnt find my O levels one. HAVe to Go back leh~!!! I thought that will be the last time i entered RELC building which is so packed with people and so ULU place. Juz have to go home to search for it. dampened my mood abit oredi..
Then it was too late for me n mom to go shopping, cuz its 5 oredi, and im meeting my friends at 6 at dohby ghaut. So she decided to go home. Sorry mom, wasted ur leave, hehee, cuz i know u wanna go shopping. >.< Called huimin when i was at the bus stop, realised she was on bus 190. Ok great, told her to call me when she is at SCGS bus stop so i could get on the same bus as her. 8 buses went by... and 10mins ago she told me shes at Tanglin community club, which i figured does not take 10 mins to reach my stop. So i was about to call her, when she rang.."HuiLin? im at far east oredi" *faints* this blur girl.. say she tie shoe lace on the bus, missed the stop.
I was like WAT? u tie shoe lace for the whole 10 mins ah...
In the end, met her at Dohby ghaut bus stop. WE went to walk at PS, since we're early. And my..shes Skinny. Real Real skinny, but sitll, the feeling of meeting up with old friends is great. Haven seen her since the first 3 mths in JC, which is like 3 or 4 yrs ago. She's changed, and got braces too :)
Anyways, met up with the rest, Grace, PEiying, Siewli, Clarice at CAfe CArtel. The food there is alright lah, But all of us had fun at the place. The waiter flirts with us, lol~Then after the meal, we walked to Heerens where baby met me. Soon after we left for home.
Baby said im fat. Remind me to eat less. :(:(:(:(:(
Woke up early today,but was still late for work.. reached around 9.45 am. Wells.. deliberated for a while then had to do calling, which i dont really wanna do. Anyways.. got into an argument with Jeff.
today is supposed to be the day i officially start work. SO i thought i should get a punch card. I smsed Jeff in the morning, waited half hr for his reply, no reply.. called him, no answer. So not wanting to miss the punch in timing, i asked patricia for a punch card. Pat is Jeff's boss, Alvin Nathan's secretary. So... after i punched the card, and settle down to do my work, i receive Jeff's msg, saying he will give to me next week. So i replied saying i got my card from pat,and i punched it already. He replied Whatever, if theres anything next time ask from him only. So i said "ok, if dont give me punch card at most discard it away, no big deal"
So he said i might wan to watch the tone i talk to my SUPERIOR. And i was pist, and i dont owe him anything. So i msged him, and said "i dont like people who whatever me, if ure nice, i am willing to try do things for u, even if i dont like the job.but if ure not, im sorry i DONT NEED THIS. I am here becuz meiling told me "help her friend", and if ure not happy, fire me."
Then he apologised said it was a misunderstanding blah blah. lol Whatever~!
So the rest of the work day i juz slacked thru..not in the mood. So when 3 pm came, i was so happy. Cuz im leaving to meet baby for his medi appointment. Met him at redhill, 4 oclock his mom will pick him up at chatsworth,but its oredi 3.45pm oredi, and he wanted to eat first. So ok,went to tabao char kuay tiao and dessert from redhill, i had lunch at work oredi. my fav laksa yong tao fu. hehe~
Went back to eat, then i ate durians also. bought from malaysia last week. Yumz..~ so went to the hospital, yadayada, watched them take out the stitches, and doctors talking saying he's alright, so n so. The whole medi check took 1 hr or so. Still had some time left for dinner before baby had to book in at 7.20pm.
SO aunty nan, me n timo went Holland V's crystal jade kitchen. Me n baby had noodles, aunty nan had porridge, Ordered tim sum, chicken feet,prawn paste chicken, vege, poached liver n kidneys, and lots of barley. Had sesame gluttinous rice balls for dessert. WAliao so full.
Uncle raymond rushing us oredi, so picked us up at holland v, then sent baby back to his camp, and then when i thought he was sending me home for dinner at 7.30, he went to his fish farm. Argh.. got stuck there for half hr, he didnt know i had dinner at home, in the end went home at 8.. And threw up in the toilet. Cuz ah, i tink ate too full. Sigh.. had chicken soup my mom made for dinner, then whole day suffer.. lol~ too much food.
Woke up late today.. was supposed to be at the office like 10 am.. but u know..woke up at 7 am and then was too tired so went back to sleep til 9.30. REceived a msg from JEff asking if im on the way there. OHMY~9.30 i juz woke up, cant make it. So told him will be in at 11 instead. So he said "in tat case nvm, get somemore rest,be in at 2, he'll see me then" Well so i got a little bit of time to surf the net. WAhah!!
Steff handed her work to me when i was there. Wells..some numbers and some details.. nothing much. She told me quite abit of things bout Jeff. Well negative stuff somewhat i think he isnt that good after all. Maybe his true colors will show soon. So we excahnged numbers and emails. Shes going to NTU soon, and plans to stay in hall,and knowing i was from NTU previously, asked if i could help her Pull strings to get into HAll 2. lol~
Worked abit today, jeff said good job cuz i made some 60 over calls as compared to 16 the previous day. Still no appointments but met some really nice people over the phone. Hope i dont get burned out and no motivation to work. haha~
My only motivation for the day is tat baby is booking out later in the evening, and i will see him for dinner. His dad's gf is coming also. which is...hmm..not a good sign becuz we dont really like to see her.
After work around 5.15, i left and waited for baby at chatsworth. Poor baby he worked til 7 and was only released then.. came home about 8. and me...waited til i fainted. haha~ played with spotty. So dinner was prawn mee, with uncle ray n gf, n me n baby. After tat rushing back to camp cuz he gotta report at 11.15pm. So uncle sent me home, then send baby to camp. Tml can see him again, cuz he got MEdical Checkup!! haha~
Had tuition early in the morning. Found out that my students actually went to KL too, from the 14th to the 17th. But me n baby went from 17th to 19th. Haha~!! so i got them to write bout their KL trip, since they are still on holidays til next week. The twin girls, haha~ so cute. KAilin(the younger one) wrote something like from waking up,to brushing teeth, to opening door,to taking lift,to shopping, to going back to hotel, to taking lift, to opening door, to brushing teeth again,and then sleep, then continue on the next day "we take turns to brush our teeth, then my father open the door and we take lift down, and went shopping at the shopping centre next to our hotel" . So i juz casually asked, "are u gonna write this for the whole 3 days u spent in KL?" So i got her to erase the repeatitive parts and rewrite again. So after some effort, she finished. I noticed her "holiday" was spelt as "horliday". So i asked "kailin ah, how u spell holiday??" Then her eyes welled up with tears and started sobbing. Oh man.. >.<
After tuition went to paya lebar for the so called training. Jeff was late, so i was there at 12.15...waited til 1.45 he turned up. WEll he said skip the training. So he juz briefed me, and then we went to the call station to do the calling.Man i was so nervous, i almost said i wanna quit on the spot to him. After all its talking to strangers that i dont know, and i had been warned some arent exactly nice people. But jeff was being nice and all, saying that i shld have faith in myself, cuz he believed i could make it. Didnt feel any better til i called baby, and baby was like so nice bout it, telling me not to be scared etc. Muacks dear.heehee
Well.. made some 16 calls,and of all, spoke to about 5 of them further, and the rest were either not in,or asked to call back. Not too bad, wrote my own script there to refer to when im nervous.. lol~ Oh well.. Tml another day to trial. And baby's coming back!! yay!!!
hehe, so happy can see him soon. :) my motivation for the day :):):):)
today, went for a job interview at paya lebar under meiling's recommendation..oh man paya lebar, any idea how damn far it is.. lol~ anyway its for prudential, so i went. Something like calling up people to ask for appointment. and u'll be calling strangers u have never met or know how they are like.
Anyway i met tis guy Jeff (meiling's fren) who is an advisor. He's eloquent, probably becuz of the many yrs in this line. Got to know abit bout him, he supported himself thru university and has never taken a single cent from home since 16, 17 yrs old. Tats impressive i muz say, or rather, perhaps its circumstances tat force him to be independent.
He isnt exactly dashing, cool, or good looking whatever sort, but hes definitely easy going,relaxed and understanding sort. I had not many questions for him. After a few hrs of chatting n telling me what the job requires (i actually admit i chicked out) oh wells.
tml training, hope it'll be a better day :)
Date: 19/6/05
Time: 1000
Again..overslept. Woken up by uncle raymond's phonecall, "Joanne? its oredi 10 u know? " WAhahaha~ Dressed up and packed up my stuff, we're checking out today.
Had eggs for breakfast (well those i bought from chinatown from the poor old woman outside the restaurant, 40 cents ringgit for 1, i bought 10 from her but gave her $10) The eggs were made by uncle raymond, yummz nice, juz nicely boiled. They were small eggs, and not really filling.
HAd lunch at the place near chinatown, it was an old market place, tat sells very nice yong tau foo, esp the tao kee, and the tahu. WAh~ ordered so much plus TAbao~ many many tau kee, and tahu, and of cuz, the chee cheong fun u muz not miss. Tml will eat for breakfast. heheee. Walked further in, saw many live chickens, Wah.. u buy a chick they slaughter on the spot for u. manage to see 1, oh my... my heart wanna pop out. The man sliced the throat, and threw the chicken into a big container n let it thrash til no blood is left in it, then took out, dip n hot water n put in some machine to churn out the feathers. And Lo n Behold! A naked dead fresh chicken. ...
After tabaoing all the things, We drove back. ON the way back to JB, had yong tao foo (again) but tis time is the fishball tat is famous. But ah i tink so-so only.. quite bland. Bought 10kg durians at $10 /kg. Good durians, good buy. Tabao home to eat. heheh~
The rest of the way, was trying to find the tao sar piah tat baby wanted to eat..plus getting caught in jams along the causeway.. then uncle raymond sent me home. :):):) had a very fun trip with my baby. hehehe~
Date: 18/6/05
Time: 0830
Supposed to wake up at 8 today, but becuz we slept late last night, both couldnt wake up. Haha~ in the end woke up at 8.30, washed up and then left for breakfast. Had bak kut teh in a nice place, with lots of dough fritters n fish n other side dishes. SAw a really cute kitten tat baby likes so much, playing with the durian basket. I almost tot he wanted to bring it home. Had a durian ($15/kg).
After breakfast, uncle ray drove us to a shopping centre(again cant rem wot name) in KL. Nothing to shop there leh.. bought a pink top from Diesel and chose a white n blue tshirt for baby. so cheap man $59.90 for mine, and $42.90 for baby's. And really cool. Ok first piece of clothing for the day. Then went to look at some Dvds.. u know..how we like to buy lots of pirates n watch it at home. lol~
Went to dye my hair and highlight. The guy who did my hair oh my..so gay. eeks.. Anyway the result was........so lian. no choice, shldnt have let him do a second highlight on my fringe. Too light for my liking. The base color i like, so nice. heehee, but the fringe. Argh~ anyways its cheaper to do in msia for my hair length, only bout $250. And baby got his hair cut for $45. Btw all prices are in ringgit.
Got my new hair, got my new top, time's up for shopping. Uncle ray came to meet us after looking at his aquariums.. This time, we went to a BIG BIG Akuarium(tats the way msian's spell it) Whoa man, they have HUGE fishes there, n i mean HUGE. The ray, the arowanas, the PNTs, the Loaches, the Whatever fishes they have there at the "mini aquarium", they are BIG. Bigger than me, bigger than my face. Even the chiclids were like.....Big.
Wanted to buy the PNTs $48 each.. they're like so cute.. but then.. uncle ray's fren who was the manager there told him dont buy cuz there is fungus on them. the cute little turtles were sick :( sobz sobz.. So uncle ray said he will get them from elsewhere for us.
After this, went Go kart with baby. $35 for 10 mins... My he was driving so fast i couldnt catch up with him. Uncle raymond also could not catch up. Aunty cath lagi worse. wahahah~!!! MY arms were aching after tat.
I wanted to go to the exotic animals pet shop tat baby told me about, so we went to search, which was very near the big Akuarium. Ah.. found it, was a small shop, but they have all sorts of reptiles inside, snakes,geckos,somethig tat looks like chamelon, iguana,they even have skunks! O.O n some funny looking animal tat tried to swipe at me with its claws when i got too near its cage. SCary man.. My eyes fell on a pair of Hedgehogs.. few months old, but so cute..sleeping. Asked for discount cuz its like $650 for 1. The shop owner said $1100 if we get 2. WAs so tempted, uncle ray n aunty cath was asking alot of questions as well. Then the owner took out the Hedgehog, So CUTE!! immediately it curled into a ball, so tight. Then after waiting... the nose slowly came out, then the eyes peek, then the face. But the moment aunty cath blew at it, it went back to a ball. Haha~
one condition of keeping them, have to give away our 8 hamsters. then baby don wan the hedgehogs oredi. But still..i hope someday i will have a pair of them. heehee. :):):):):)
WEnt for dinner at chinatown in KL. WAh man crowded. Ate very nice chinese food at some restaurant, then me n baby went to shop around 9 plus at chinatown after dinner. Its like juz bugis village cum pasar malam in spore style, everywhere selling the same things. Got stuck at the Dvd roadside stalls. The whole place was packed and there were some make shift tables these people use to put discs..RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF THE WALKWAY. Abit no brain right..so those who wanna look at Dvds were squeezing with those who wanna walk past. And the temperature in malaysia isnt exactly cooling, hitting 40 deg some afternoons. Avg was about 35deg. Tink if i stayed there for a month i would have melted oredi.
The young guys were trying to take pics when baby was looking at the dvds. So gross man, this short guy was holding his 7610 and the aiming at me, looking away only when i turned. He did that for 5-6 times, cuz everytime i purposely look so he got no chance. And a customer was talking to him, apparently if ure doing something secretly u feel really guilty and it shows, so he wasnt concentrating with the customer talked to him.His frens were helping him lor. I went to the opposite stall to look at some clothes. When i went back to the dvd place, the guys there were shouting to the guy at the clothes stall, something like lucky u talk to her or what in cantonese.I complained to baby, he too saw the guy trying to take pic of me, haha~n of cuz i was sticking so close to baby i tink he took both our pics.
There's this flower shop they sell pretty roses in bouquets in pretty colors like pink,blue n purple. Heehee, was eyeing them all the while. Baby asked me to guess the price, if its correct i get 1 bouquet. So i guessed $80 ringgit. So he asked the price, guess wot.. $35 ringgit. I bargained til $32 ringgit, heh~ n baby got it for me!! haha~ so happy. FLowers!! nice roses, and spore u dont get such nice bouquets for like $14 converted to sing $$. Really like the nicest thing i have gotten from there.
Around 10 plus, met uncle raymond n gf again for prawn mee. We juz had dinner 1 hr ago.. Couldnt eat anymore. After prawn mee, went back to the hotel, wanted to go out to the streets for some walk walk to see the night life and supper at 3 am with aunty cath.. But was so tired.. went to sleep. Haha~
Im back from KL!!! hahah~ had a busy n fun weekend :) Will do some quick updates n post pics if im not too lazy.
Date: 17/6/05
Time: 0700
Uncle raymond came to pick me together with baby, went to woodlands checkpoint, after clearing the immigration dept, off we set driving 263km to KL.The way was kinda exciting for me, cuz ive never sat so far distance in a car before. Wah~ after awhile i fell asleep, haha~cuz nothing to do on the highway mah. Uncle ray was travelling at 130 or 140 km/hr which was pretty slow oredi. There were lots of road tolls along the way, and we had breakfast in JB, which kinda slowed the journey which is supposed to take about 3 odd hours to reach.
Along the way, got stopped by a traffic police. Offence was speeding. Clocked 126km/hr on a highway tat says 110km/hr at 11:52am. Waliao.. then he never bring license.. But baby says pay "fine" can oredi, which actually means bribe. I was taken aback at first when the tp insisted on driving license (then uncle ray says for show only). so he said "hurry hurry late oredi, faster settle" then the tp stuck out his hand under his clipboard n we stuffed $30 ringgit to him. Talk bout corruption.. So we were on our way again.
Reached Reinassiance hotel around 1 plus.. after checking in and checking out the hotel room (uncle raymond n timmie 1 room, me 1 room, aunty cath(uncle ray's ..um..gf) 1 room), we met up to drive to Genting.
The journey up the mountain was so cool~! we juz went up n up n up, and the air juz gets colder n colder. Going to the top, the temp fell from 36deg to 18deg only. And those older cars have no power to go up,haha, some have problem driving up even. Reaching above, the view was juz breath taking. Everything is foggy, cuz the clouds.
I wanted to take the themepark roller coaster.. but ahh raining.. So cant. Ended up going to casino. Wasnt too sure i could get in cuz i always get checked at entrances for my age, but aunty cathy said act confident. So i managed to get thru. wahaha~! both baby n me were underage. Didnt like the casino, its a smoky n brightly lit place packed with lots of ah sohs and uncles who came here to gamble away their hard earnings. Their faces were solemn as if they had betted their life's possessions on Big or Small, i think most would have lost more than they won. HAd a hand on the jackpot. Lost n won, in the end, lost around $20 . Supposed to collect the remaining winnings from the jackpot machine, but both baby n me forgot.. So when we went to cash our card, no value left. Someone muz have taken it oredi.. Those dishonest greedy people lurking around the jackpot juz to see if they could cash in on our wins. So in the end, lost $50.
WAlked around somemore, then uncle ray n aunty cath drove down highlands to meet us cuz baby n me were taking cable car. HeeHEe~ so nice, tot juz the 2 of us in the mountains.. then tis guy got to "highjack" our cable car.. But cant say anything cuz its public mah..but hey, he play gooseberry lor, not paiseh one meh..
It was oredi dark when we sat in the cable car, wow~ so nice the feeling. can see the forests. But not as scary as wot she mentioned it to be leh.. i wan to take things like rollercoasters n bungee..
Haha~ had nice dinner at some restaurant (i cant rem where), bought mangosteens and then went back to the hotel around 11 plus. 12 plus baby came to eat mangosteens with me n watch tv after showering. hehe~ more cuddles then both went to bed. Tml..we're going to gold kart.
Woke up around 9 today cuz baby called. Today we're going fishing with Dale,Ziyi,Ric and Kelvin(Ziyi's driver). So waited for them to come pick me before heading for neo tiew there to fish. hehehe~ the sun was up n shining when we left.
Anyway reached there..set up rods n stuff..was there around 11 plus..
The fishing place..
the boys..
setting up the rod n fish line
Timo n dale
Cutting the bait (yuck~ in aust we use oysters.. here..rotten fish)
Live prawns.. better baits..but kinda cruel cuz u hook them on the tail n make them swim
Positioning~!! Fishing begins~!!
Baby fishing! :)
Caught a fish!!
in the basket
DAle playing with the umbrella after no fishes..
In the end, Ziyi,Timo,Dale,and Kelvin caught a total of 9 fishes. Kelvin is damn lucky, caught all the big one. Ziyi caught a Grouper. As for me, haha~ baby gave me a small rod with small hooks n small little baits, i went to catch those small little guppies tat were living in the water togehter with the big fish. Caught about 10 of them and 1 slightly bigger one. But they die easily.. In the end..those were dinner for uncle raymond's big fish. Hahah~Wah~ brought home 5 catches for us. haha~ 3 died, 2 living in tank now. Hehehe the ones were frozen by helen for dinner.
Got so Burnt and i mean really Burnt.. Cuz my arm now 2 color... cuz i was wearing a polo T....... n ....waliao.. ugly. Hope it fades soon. Leaving for KL n genting tml oredi.. gotta continue packing. Update when im back~!!
Today, went to baby's place for lunch.. before heading to school. Wah~!! nice hor fun Helen fried, yummz~!! Didnt know how to take bus there so took a cab. While baby went out with kaisi, for swensens.
Halfway thru the talk..im so sian.. i left halfway. lol~ not sure i was even allowed to do tat but argh heck. juz cant be bothered. So i decided to take any bus.. which was 75, midway i changed to 174.. ended up in wheelock. Was so lost.. i met mynt tzu on the bus..well ma sabai's sister. haha~ oh man i asked for directions they muz have tot i was some SK turtle from the mountain. Dont know how to go taka. Well.............. too used to car. Paiseh. hehe~
Was supposed to find Huimin, who was waiting for me at taka.. lol~ ended up sitting at wheelock for like half hr before baby turned up. Didnt find her then.. Kaisi went home.. They like took neoprint lo.. well.. argh.. i wanted to be the first to take with him, but sigh.. sometimes hes juz not fair. Took with her, never take with me. He better make it up to me yah.. haha~ else i will be so not pleased. :):):):):)
Took bus to aunty nan's office. WAited til like dinner, then walked to Novena Sq fish n co.. lol~ met dale there. Ordered many stuff.. fried calamari,prawn vermicelli wrap, smoked salmon salad,clam chowder,fish n chips,mussels penne, seafood platter etc..so full.. of coz not forgetting my Jungle Freeze. hahah~!! fish n co.. yumz~
After tat we went to California's for latte n cakes.. hehehe, hung around abit more n took a cab home. :):):):) tml we're going fishing~!! n fri leaving for malaysia oredi.. heee
Monday
met baby at commonwealth.. went to sony to try get HiMD fixed.. only to realise sony had shifted to orchard wheelock place. Uncle raymond called, appt at 3pm to see car .. but somehow at this time around 1.45pm, we're oredi out and no time to go back and get camera.. so argument btw baby n his dad arises.
In the end, we took a bus back to chatsworth,picked up the cam, then took a cab to RH then train to JE. uncle ray was also late.. ZzZZz..so much for the rushing. Went to pandan the workshop there, looked at the car.. Took back the number plates (heehee). After tat, we went back home to slack til dinner time.
Dinner was at admiralty KFC.. cuz baby wanted to pick some fan.. and we went KFC. Then later he had to meet his bros.. so i went home before 10.
Tuesday
We were going to orchard today to get his HiMD fixed. Took 132 and told baby to wait at bus stop. So met up with him around noon time, went to Applecentre to take a look at some mini ipod stuff.. bought a remote control which comes with extra earphones, some remote rubber casing (the same one as my ipod condom haha~),a battery operated charger, and some other thing i cant rem wot. cost $200+ together. Paid off with the starhub vouchers. heee~
then went wheelock place sony service centre. After dropping off phone, went to Topshop, chose a skirt, a shirt n a towel, plus 4 lollipops. Finished the $120 voucher juz like tat O.O!! Hhaha happy shopping ~
Saw phones at nokia..i tot i saw someone i know..Qian hui there. i rem she works at nokia..well didnt call her cuz i tot i didnt really know her tat well. Hmmm... baby wanna get 7710..he said get 6680 and we can trade phones. TEmpting to get sia..haha wait n see.
Helen cooked dinner..thinking we'll be home. Hhah in the end didnt eat at home also. WE went pepperoni (i tink is tis name) around linden there next to sebestians..sebestians was packed.. so we had pizza and pasta..can draw on the paper they lined the table with too. heh~ check mine drawing out! hee~! Quite yummy and gelato too.
Hobbes & Joanne
my Hobbes heehe~
Today me n baby decided to go to church. hee, after so long.. like finally going. Um.. Woke up early n called him.. no ans.. tot he was still sleeping, so i went back to bed. half hr later, he called, said see u at JE 10.30. OH man.. it was 9.30am. So i hurried out of the house, ignoring my mom's screaming cuz i didnt close the door, n went without an umbrella.. In the end i returned for the brolly. ... kinda pissed.
Service was ok lah.. the songs were nice, but we're kinda late so sat at the back. Wow.. chc has 7 services oredi.. i tot only 6.. seems like ive left for quite some time. But if baby goes trinity, well i will follow. some kind of christian i am.. heh~ After service we went RH for yong tao foo (our fav!!) yumz, then took cab back, remember? no car.. haha
Slept from 2 to 5pm..woke up clean hamster playpen, shifted the whole thing to the study room, so baby's room looks bigger now. He was clearing his 4 ft tank.. yuck like so much dirt n rotting plants, cuz went bmt..n too much fert so the plants grew too much too fast.
Dinner was nasi lemak. hee, early dinner cuz uncle ray had to go to the PCK musical. Was some invitation by dunno who lol~ else i dont think he will ever go for one. Then we did somemore clearing up of tank..before me taking cab myself back. Hee baby paid for it. Thanks hun~ maucks!
Woke up pretty late today.. watched the last episode of Love at dolphin bay eating breakie with mom. Then left the house for chatsworth. Baby still sleeping when i got there.. about 12pm. Cuddled with him but he woke up half hr later, hes hungry.
So he washed up and changed, need to go police station to verify his insurance.. We took bus to queenstown, only to realise the station has shifted. Ended up taking a cab next to queensway there.. settled the stuff, then went to eat lunch at alexandra mkt. then headed home.
Nothing much done, watched Day after tmr with baby at his home theatre system on his plasma, heehee, in the mahjong room. Cool effects but i almost went deaf. Same show, but haha, great company. :):):):):):) WAs suppose to have dindin with aunty nan, but she wanted tim to rest at home, so asked helen to cook dinner.
AFter much slacking, took a train home and bought some food at the pasar malam. Ate with baby at my place there, heehee, no car now, so its like the days before he got his license.. lol`!! Mom boiled cooling tea for him.. so nice eh.. heeehee.
Date: 9/6/2005
Time: Early morning
Went out around 6 plus in the morning, brought honey stars and caught a cab to hospital. $13 bucks man. Baby was still sleeping when i arrived. Of coz larh.. aircon room.. ahhaa~ shiok man. Breakfast was served, then baby n me tried to snuggle in bed watching tele. THen the head of nurse (i tink is head of nurse) came in and say "scuse me, the bed is for patients" I was like "oops sorry" so slacked at the sofa chair beside. Gope one of his pillows to Zzz.
Didnt do much today,watched tele,bought lunch from the cafeteria malay rice, not bad. Bought chng tng for baby, and ice kacang for myself. Chng tng not sweet, ice kacang sweet like mad. Maybe the unker trying to kill me with the syrup. Then held baby's hands and slept awhile from 2pm after lunch to 4 plus. Then a few calls came in but baby so sound asleep i picked them .Sticky ex msged.. I replied. she knew bout the accident and "felt like crying" .... Hes not in ICU, cry wot.
My mom came during lunch hour to see him. Brought coconut drinks and some fruits for him. Chatted abit n then left.
Aunty nan came with aunty alice. Baby was still sleeping, so they quietly came in. But he still woke up after a while. soon his NS friends came, then soemmore NS friends, then uncle raymond came at about 5 plus with aunty daisy's driver. Uncle raymond brought some boxers for baby, and some tidbits. Then i tink his Sir came to see him. funny the way they talk.
After they left at about 9plus, got a little bit of time alone with baby before i went home by cab.
Heard later his dad bought supper for the boys, cuz eric and dale went over after midnight to see him again.
Date: 10/6/2005
Time: Morning
Went over, brought coco crunch for baby (cuz he say he prefer coco crunch) and honey stars for myself. reached about 8.30am.Spent about $60 on cab for the last 2 days, so today took train. lol~ poor me. :) Baby still sleeping, but after tat woke him up.Nurse brought breakfast (wah~bacon n eggs n bread, orange juice and banana and tea) and of coz.. Straits times.
Doctor came in, told him tat he could be discharged today, but no soccer n such activities. He said if baby's gonna lie there n do nothing, he rather he lie at home and do nothing. lol~ wot a funny doctor. So he can be discharged today~! but he need to get his mom's permission first, haha~ cuz she will put him there as long as he is still slightly unwell. But baby wanted to go home so badly, in the end ok lor, can go. So uncle raymond came to pick him after tat. No visiors today. But when we packed up...waliao.. juz came 3 days only brought home like 5,6 bags of tidbits, pringles,polky,oreos,kinder bueno,Lays,oranges,strawberries,peaches, lots of fruits, n more biscuits. *Faints* the hospital also gave him a basket of fruits.
Called up my mom said he'll be discharged today, dinner on. So she went home during lunch to defrost the chicken.
Slept abit after unpacking stuff back home.Then waited for baby to shower, and took train, yes.. TRAIN back home. Cuz car is destroyed lol~ Dinner was fine, watched abit of tv at home,dressed his wound, mom chatted with baby, then he left at about 11.30 to catch nightrider home. hahaha~ :):):) His kidney still hurts,tats wot worry me. U never know the extent of internal injury to ur organs the impact of the accident could have.
juz got to see.. n wait.
Date: 8/6/2005
Time: Morning
Slept for barely 3 hrs, woke up to go to alexandra to see my dear boy. Raining heavily. It wasnt the visiting hr yet, i was trying to be quiet. But most patients are up and around oredi. Hmm..The smell is bad.. like ...sweaty bods smell and abit of pang sai smell. Lunch for baby he didnt eat much. Its funny looking chinese food with 2 dishes and an orange in a plastic bag. Theres still blood in his urine, and he complained of aches in the neck, elbow,wrist etc.
Baby thought he will be discharge today. Brought a change of clothes in case. supposed to go chatsworth first, to pick up his clothes,but didnt, dale too didnt wake up. Waited with him at hospital, quite stuffy.. then shortly after dale came. Chatted awhile, then aunty nancy called me, asked wot we wanna for lunch. Delifrance man~ but i guess baby not in the mood to eat also. Around 3 plus aunty nan came. spoke to the nurse, the doc, watched abit of tv at the common area, then decided to transfer tim to the A ward. CAnt stand the smell, the service,the food,the people. Baby said "i feel like im in an old folks home" LOL~!!
Transfer was done. Class A ward is like $280 per day. But looking at the food quality, the service quality, the nice room, the nice AUTOMATIC bed, the nice personal toilet ,Tv and AIRCON!!, guess its ok. haha~ so around 5 plus, baby showered. We had our own toilet and room man, so much privacy. His kidney still pain, tat worried me abit, and his pee seem to still have blood, although the sample was dark yellow. But under microscope, theres red blood cells.
dinner came, Wow~wot a vast diff man. instead of orange in a plastic bag, its grapes,strawberry and watermelon in a BOWL ok.. food served in various dishes, not all dumped together with the rice.
Had a few visitors, mama & aunty siew (who's leaving for london oredi) Tse Tschi, Lesla, dale.. cant rem the rest.
i stayed on til around 10 plus, then i took a cab back. Hopefully tml he will be feeling better. Bringing honey stars for him~ :)
baby in ward 7 rm 3, class A
His wound..
So many things happened during this week, if only i can reverse time..heres wot happened..
Date: 7/6/2005
Time: Noon
Baby's booking out around 4.45pm. Yay~!! finally he can come out of tekong.. tonight he has an OC party.. which means i will have to be home for dinner. Blurxin came down at 2pm with the puppy chihuahua, sooooooo cute~!! otahz is like bigger than her man.. Shes absolutely adorable. Really sweet pup. So decided to show her to aunty nan. Took cab down to rosevale with blurxin n pup. Dale and aunty nan loves the dog too. :):):):) then time to go, mama coming to pick me to go pick timmie together. So blurxin went too, mama saw the dog, so cute.wahaha~
Baby drove home, then slept for a while, then went to his mom's place again to pick up 2 bottles of volka for his oc party. He was suppose to pick his friend at bukit panjang and another 3 later. So off we went, heading home. Halfyway it begun to rain.The rain was pretty heavy, and i had a bad feeling before baby dropped me. So when he sped off, i said drive carefully. Later on i reached home, i called him again and said dont drive like juz now, be safe.
So had dinner. Around 8.30, received a call from aunty nan. She was yelling asking me wot happen to tim?? i was like HUH?!? he went to party but hasnt called yet. She said "Timmie had an accident!!" I was like "oh shit man" Lost my appetite and mood. WAs so worried when he didnt pick up the phone and all. OMy really felt very lost. I called up mama and ask her wot happened, she say timmie got accident. Shortly after,baby called me. He went like "i had an accident, and its worse than the first one." i asked him "are u ok? anywhere injured? hows the car? where r u?" He said "not injured,except for a few cuts where the watch cut me, im around wdl rd, stagmont" i said " im coming down, wait for me"
So i told mom to send me there. Went to the scene at about 9pm, 10 mins after the call.. JAw dropped. The whole car was smashed at the front, bumper flew out, headlights flew out,windowns shattered,windscreen shattered, seat was lifted off the floor of car,air bags also came out,the doors were kinda crumpled, the car was juz smashed. The tree was ok.. -_-"
Apparantly wot happened was he drove into a tree after losing control. Lucky star 1: the tree did not hit the driver side door. Lucky star 2: he was wearing a safety belt (else i tink he would have flown out)
So i saw baby, his hand was bleeding, his clothes has blood. The car has blood over where he tried to find his belongings. Aunty siew and uncle dan were trying to search for any belongings from the wreckage. Baby couldnt find his specs and hp (which flew out of the car due to impact) and his HiMD and dale's newly bought camera flew to the back seat.
Not sure wot else happened, but we searched high n low for his specs and hp (which is most impt to him) but in the end uncle dan only found the specs. Around 10 plus, the tow truck finally came n took the piece of metal off. Well its been reduced to metal. After hanging around for sometime still trying to find the phone, which could not be found anywhere, baby left with uncle dan and aunty siew to go file a police report then to A&E to get his wounds treated. I had to go home.
Around 11.30 was still worried.. So fren came to pick me to go chatsworth find baby. He's home.. i called up dale and asked him to wait at rosevale for me, i go pick him. So fren dropped us off, then uncle dan drove the 4 of us to Alexandra hospital.
Waited around 1 plus, he got some stitches on his hand,took xray, and took a urine test, and then had to be hospitalised, cuz there are traces of blood in his urine. So no choice had to be admitted. Ward C is wot SAF people entitled to?!?!? WArd C no space, so he goes to ward B2. Waliao..the ward is not for humans one lo.. feels like a hospice instead. If it was ward C i think i will throw up. Not air conditioned, and abit smelly with so many people around.
Aunty nan came down about 2 plus.. we stayed with baby til bout 4am before heading home. Dont think he can sleep in the ward.. Sigh.. Worried worried worried.. Urine got blood means kidney injured.. prob due to the impact and the safety belt. Uncle raymond is flying down from italy, 2 days ahead of schedule, to see tim. sigh...
Really didnt expect tis, he should be at his sergeant's house, enjoying his party, drinking his volka, and the rest of the holiday for me. Not at the hospital taking medicine and drinking lots of water.
Triumph is having sale!!! Blew $238 on 5 sets of bras and matching bottoms. **satisfied** grin. lol~ Mom was pissed, asking me y bought matching bottoms when no one can see. lol~ Well if its nice inside, i feel good. hahahah~!!
Baby's coming back tml, yay~!! 2 weeks break, so happy, then maybe we'll get to go malaysia. Gotta decide on the date soon. Miss him SOOO much, cant wait til tml. Tml suppose to go see blur xin's dog at bedok.. wonder how she look like. Muz be very small n cute at 3 mths. See how tml..
My dear Timmie, kena confinement for leaving his rifle around during field camp, along with 18 others, now doing guard duty. Lol~ so he gotta book in yesterday night. Sigh.. 1 lesser day with him. But the good news is he's passing out on tuesday. hehehe~ then maybe we can go genting+KL together.
Yesterday was a good day. Baby booked out early, like 10 in the morning. Gma drove to pick him, and i waited for her at redhill. My..she drives at a constant 80 km/h.. i feel the world pass me by SLoWly.. Then i met up with MOP bells (belinda) to pass her shorts. After waiting for half hr, baby turned up, and then he drove us home. Hahah, tis time.. faster of coz.
Went home, cuddled a while, changed fish water, and checked our yamatos. Died.. except for 1. Argh.. and the fries? Died too. The water is damn smelly.. So picked out all the dead shrimps 4 of them, which had turned orange oredi and stinking really bad.
Around 2 plus,baby changed into his new Tommy shirt(hee smart smart baby i like tis kind of dressing) and we went Novena Sq's Fish n co. Had garlic lemon mussles,swordfish collar,calamari and of coz sharkie freeze. Heheheh ,so long never go out with baby oredi, every week is rushing rushing rushing, but tis week sweet sweet baby took time to accompany me LehH!! he deserve a kiss *muacks* hehehe. The service was abit slow.. by the time we finished, it was 3 plus oredi. Plus..the waitress forgot my vegetables for the swordfish collar. And when it came, the whole thing is over salted. Sigh!!! Bad meal, lovely company. But tat company makes it up.
After tat, dropped by NA then headed for Rosevale. Watched abit of tv, slacked around til 6 plus, then decided to go home. Aunty nan arranged for her driver Uncle george to bring tim to pasir ris then me home. Couldnt eat dinner cuz was still full.
Then baby had to do his biography but last min printer cocked up, Then panicked cuz the damn thing wouldnt print, ahaha after callnig up a few friends to no avail (cuz it was pretty late most had left house oredi), and at 8.50, driver coming at 9.. i called up bells SOS~!! I emailed her the documents and she printed it. Told uncle george to drop by her hse at pasir ris to collect. PHeW~!
On the way, picked his buds, jerry and kianfei, and headed for the ferry terminal. Then bidded goodbye. Uncle george made fun of me *sobs* haha~ friendly lah, he purposely drove slowly pass them while i waved Goodby to my dearest, then he asked me "ok oredi? still wanna see them off??" hahaha~ i slept the rest of the way home. Zzzz
So tired when i reached home. But miss him leh.. if only.. if only.. he dont have confinement.
Note: My oto died and my yamato climbed out of my tank n died in a frozen state. Yuck.. kept the body cuz baby wanna see. Will load pics if i have the time.
Copied this from someone's blog.. so funny. heheh
How to Impress a Woman
Wine her, Dine her, Call her, Hug her,
Hold her, Surprise her, Compliment her, Smile at her,
Laugh with her, Cry with her, Cuddle with her, Shop with her,
Give her jewelry, Buy her flowers, Hold her hand, Write love letters to her,
Go to the end of the earth and back for her.
How to Impress a Man
Show up naked. Bring beer.
Juz received SIm letter.. had some briefing on 15th june. Y 15th june.. like screwed my plans to go genting with baby.. >.< How now.. Wonder if can change the date. Sigh.. Im so damn blur about the registration procedure.. how come so many? tot they said regishter to SIm can oredi.. now wots with GAF and dunno wot register with UOL still muz pay another 45 pounds and another 459 pounds if i get in.make me very blur. Someone HeLP~!!!!
Sigh.. wheres my baby i need him now.. haiz.. dunno y these few days feeling kinda depressed (or maybe its juz mixture of feelings). I am not assured ok i am insecure i admit. Sigh~ yyyyy! im afraid i might lose him or he might change to someone i cant recognize, maybe its the change of environment im trying to adapt. I cAnt find him as and when i like, i cant call him as freely as i used to be able to, i dont get to see him everyday only til weekends, and if he tells me he's meeting his buds for dinner i go mad. Cuz only so little time. Sigh!!! And to think he was the one crying and feeling upset when he first step into tekong. I guess people do adapt dont they. Haiz...Saturday come pls... only saturday will make me feel better.. Arh.. i need my man now n hes away in tekong serving the bl**dy army.
its a constant fight against time, constant fight for time. Im going to start school soon and i am so NOT looking forward to it. Becuz it means less flexi schedule.. yet again maybe some books will do my mind good. I wish baby would be more supportive sometimes, i get tired and i need a place to rest. *hopes its his shoulders*
now i muz get someone i know studying in SIM to help me with this SIM thingy..i can only think of waitat, where are the rest tat i thought i know studying in SIm??
*FouL mood* Hope my baby sms me soon.. Sigh.. i miss him.
Name: Joanne
Age: 20
School: LPS,RVHS,JJC,NTU,SIM
bday: 18 Jan 1985
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My Boii
My Boys
My O'tahz
Us!!
New phone!!
Rebonded hair!!
DigiCAm!!
A huskii puppy!!
Today, unexpectedly, baby could book out.. so i went to meet him. He surprised me when he turned up at my home mrt station while i was heading up the escalator.. oh my then i saw him walk out of the train.
We took a train to Novena, but overshot to Newton cuz he was listening to ipod and i was reading Readers Digest AND i thought he said go Newton. Anyways, went back to Novena to find aunty nan and dale at rosevale. Yeye was there too..hmm..a man with little words.
So we walked back to Novena Sq wanting to eat at LAo Beijing...but ah..its closed... so found this HK restaurant Chummeez at the top floor. Not bad the food, had alot of Dim sum,soup,noodles as usual, with aunty nan u will not be starved, u'll be stuffed. If not buffet, its over-ordered ala carte.
Remembering tat time incident, we ate at the chinese restaurant in goodwood park. Baby wanted set meal,and aunty nan oredi ordered Dim sum for popo and us. Then baby pointed to the menu, and me pointed to aunty nan. Hmmm.. mistake. He pointed to the $99 one, wells.. me thinking he was talking bout the one with the sea cucumber, pointed to aunty nan the $198 one. In the end, the $198 set meal of 8 dishes for 4 of us, plus dim sum, plus dessert, all of us were STUFFED.
After lunch.. okay, luncnner (lunch + dinner), we walked back to United sq, hung around the arcade while tim n dale played with something like Daytona.
Went back to rosevale n slacked, watching dale play Gunz. Me played with DAle's cam, wah~ i like his cam. the pictures dont come out so high resolutioned tat everything is so clear until pimple also can see. Wahahah, in other words, dale's cam makes a person looks nicer. wAHAAH~ so took a few pics with baby.
Then... uncle ray came to pick us for dinner. Actually i cant eat oredi, was having second thoughts bout going.. but baby said he will scold. so we went.. both were quiet bout the lunch we had. Dinner was wee kee nam chicken rice opp novena sq.. >.< my.. i wasnt so keen. On top of chicken n rice, uncle ray ordered claypot toufu,vege,and fried beef i think. O.O me n baby shared a plate of rice, and didn have much for dinner. heheheh~!!
Then i took a cab home , muacks baby, thanks for the cab fare. haha~!!
Extracts from Her(the sticky ex) Blog..
Saturday, June 04, 2005
i miss him
I have hardly been outside my room in days,
Cos I don't feel that I deserve the sunshine's rays.
The darkness helped until the whiskey wore away,
And it was then I realised the conscience never fades.
When you're young you have this image of your life,
That you'll be scrupulous and one day even make a wife.
And you make boundaries you never dream to cross,
And if you happen to, you'll wake completely lost.
But I will fight for you,
Be sure that I will fight
Until we're the special two once again...
And we will only need each other
We'll bleed together
Our hands will not be taught to hold another's
cos we're the special two
And we could only see each other
We'll breathe together
These arms will not be taught to need another's
coz we're the special two
I remember someone old once said to me,
That lies will lock you up, with truth the only key.
But I was comfortable and warm inside my shell,
And couldn't see this place could soon become my hell.
So is it better to tell and hurt, or lie to save their face?
Well I guess the answer is don't do it in the first place.
I know I'm not deserving of your trust from you right now,
But if by chance you change your mind,
You know I will not let you down,
Coz we were the special two and will be again...
And we will only need each other
We'll bleed together
Our hands will not be taught to hold another's
coz we're the special two
And we can only see each other
We'll breathe together
These arms will not be taught to need another's
and we're the special two
I'll step ouside my minds eyes, for a minute,
And I look over me like a doctor looking for disease
Or something that could ease the pain.
But nothing cures the hurt that you, bring on by yourself
Just remembering, just remembering how we were
And we will only need each other
We'll bleed together
These hands will not be taught to hold anothe'rs
we were the special two
And we can only see each other
We'll bleed together
These arms will not be taught to need another's
coz we're the special two
- the special two- miss higgins
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Wednesday, June 08, 2005
he's in hospital...got into car accident..
funny how i just though i would call him to find out how life after BMT was..and yea..he said he was in hospital..
erms..
i'm kinda shocked..
and i can't study no more...
tired..
can't concentrate.
how badly injured he is i don't know...
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Saturday, June 11, 2005
will we ever be the special two again?
i shouldn't have
why did i have to pick up the phone and dial his number..
ok..dont think there's anything really wrong with it..
the wrong this is that after i put down..i felt like crap..
i'm happy that he's been discharged..and that he's fine and good..
but why is it that i always get my hopes up when i talk to him only to find them come crumbling down in like 3 minutes..i don't mean to you know..
like i just want to talk..find out how he is..but deep down inside..i want him to respond..as in like not jus talk about shallow things..answer my questions..
i want him to ask ME questions..and not shut me off telling me he's got to go after less than 3 minutes..
yes he has a girlfriend..a fact which doesnt seem to want to sink in into my thick thick skull...but i mean..aren't i still special????or maybe not....sighs..
i dunno la..
i want to be able to treat him as a friend..but why can't i???why must my bloody emotions and feelings always get in the way!?!!??! argh..
i dunno how's its gonna be like when i go home..we'll be even nearer....shit la...
why is it taking so long to get over him??????
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MY BLUETOOTH IS DOWN~!! which means i cant post any pics soon. No idea y, asked baby and he came up with the charger theory tat sort of screwed my connection tat made me more blur n then in the end, its nothing but crap. LOL~!!
woke up early today for tuition.. Played game with my tuition kids, gosh they're simply adorable. haha~ made them so happy tis tuition. After tuition i went back home after having lunch nearby. Laksa yong tao fu!!! But my place one not so nice leh.. Paya lebar one nicer :)
Then juz about to reach home and Huimin msged me. ASked me to meet her 3 pm at lot1 as she has tuition tml noon. Then later she called to ask me to go down at 1.30 instead. Reached there at 2pm... Then we were walking around when her parents called sounding urgent.. tot something bad happened at home.. so she went back for a while, said she'll be back. So i waited for her at lot1, when she came back at 3 to join me. Turned out her bro has no key to go home and her mom needs to go medi check.. Cheyz..WE even took a neoprint together :)
Baby called to say he can book out today too :) but went to find his mom for dinner. But i can see him tml again :):):):) heee~!!
Pics will be up soon :):):)
Today,slept til so late, and really dont wanna go work anymore, so msged Jeff again, said im not going anymore and pls reply. So Jeff said ok i understand etc etc.. And haha~ great, off.
Around noon time, went to pass hard disk to friend, but he wasnt home, so i left it in some water pipe thingy near his place. lol~ then had chicken rice and baby called me when i was home. He said he could book out today, so i asked if he wanted to come my place for dinner. YAY!!!haha~!!
So i bathed n waited for him to come while mom was cooking dinner. Sweet baby bought durians for me,hehe` (not forgetting he said i was Fat) yet ah, feed me with all sorts of good food and junkies, tat makes me even more fat, but him even more sweet. WAHAHAA~!!
So we had a fun dinner, and fun durian opening. Ahaha~Then he had to go back to camp. Didnt have cash so mom gave him some and soon, he's safe n sound back in camp. hehehe~
Woke up early today to go chastworth. When i got there at about 10.45.. realised baby wasnt in his room. His bed was made,so i asked Helen and Mama if they've seen him gone out, they said no. I was like uh... maybe he slept over at his mom's, but cant be.. becuz he called me from home last night. So i asked Helen again if she knew where tim has gone to. She said "he hiding"
WALIAO~!! how old oredi still play tis kind of game. haha~ really got a shock at first man, thought he went out early in the morning. Cuz his sticky ex is coming over around noon(shes back oredi), so he asked me to be there early. So okay, i was there early. Haha, he beats me to it. Such a nice surprise to see him up and awake so early in the day.. :):):):):)
Hmm..we're wrestling on the bed cuz baby refused to get off me, cuddling, and juz fooling around. Funfunfun,hehehe. Then i picked his phone and said "1 missed call..from ur sticky ex" haha she should be coming soon, so i stood up to wear my cardigan when theres a knock on the door and it juz flew open.There stood sticky ex.
WEll.. not a nice sight. But somehow it could be made nicer if baby had pressed on me further and she juz came right in, haha~ she will leave with "wth is tim doing with joanne" WAHahaha~ ok i know im being evil. Lets juz leave it as..she didnt expect to see me.
N spotty is so not bothered by this appearance, cuz he normally does bark excitedly.
Anyways she came to pass him some things he asked her to buy in aust.. and left.. And after tat baby and me watched movies!! watched Flight of the PHoenix. WAnted to watch Batman, but sound quality sucks, and Mr n Mrs Smith, but pic quality sucks. So end up Flight of the PHonenix was pretty good.
Then we went to take a nap, about 2 hrs, only to wake up and realise tat we're late for dinner. Hurried baby to dress up and then walked to Tanglin mall to meet Dale,LEs,and Aunty nan at Cafebiz. Whoa~the food there is nice. haha~ Probs one of my fav. Tops is still The line. :) So fattening man..
Anyways, i took a cab back ALONE cuz haiz.. Nvm.. lol~
Woke up early to go to RELC. WALIo baby said yesterday that he would accompany me. But i guessed as much he couldnt wake up, cuz last night's supper with his friends. He said he had better things to do when i called him to tell him of the queue yesterday .. he didnt wanna go waste time queueing..So i went ALONE..AS if i wan to waste my time in a Queue :( i took some time to dig my Olevels cert out, luckily found it. Sigh.. raining and i didnt bring a brolly. Mom called to scream at me y i didnt bring a brolly, so i told her Orchard wont be raining later when i reach and was praying so hard in the bus that the rain would stop, if not i would miss my certification time at the RELC.
True enuff, it stopped. Went there, OH MY, my eyes dropped, the whole place was packed, and the queue was twice as long as yesterday's 1 hr queue man~!! These people.. last min work. i hope some of them dont get to certify their docs *evilz grinz* heheh. Anyways i didnt want to queue ,so i went to the front to ask if i still need to queue for bringing that cert i didnt bring yesterday.. the guy said no need, and in 2 mins, the thing was done and i could go~! Lucky me. :):):)
Went to baby's place, he was still sleeping. Sigh.. didnt say anything to make me feel better bout going alone leh.. but nvm larh. ANyway he asked me wanna watch show? hehe, tat cheered me up alittle, cuz i dont wanna be there n watch him sleep. WAtched Mr n Mrs Smith..Well the quality sucks, its pirated anyway hehe~but yeah the quality really sucked. So changed show, to NAtional Treasure. Clear and nice movie. After that watched Supersize me. WAliao.. waste my time. IT is a documentary.. and no action and nothing much except statistics and health and many doctors saying the same thing.
Then after the show, baby had a craving for McDonalds. So we went to United Sq to eat mcDonalds. >.< So fattening... After that tabao KAtong laksa for aunty nan, and went over to her place.There, we rot watching Discovery channel and how Ocres ate up poor little sea lions. Not nice, cuz i didnt see blood or guts spilling into the ocean, except for the killer whale wiggling on the shallow waters trying to get back into the ocean after a satisfying meal.
i took off on this day, so can go to RELC buildingn to submit my documents. Got mom to buy me a bank draft of 45 pounds to pay SIM. Hmm.. went to RELC.. So many people man.. *faints* Met old school mate from RV, xiao jun there, exchanged phone numbers. Queued up for bout 1 hr plus then my turn, only to realised they dont accept RESULT SLIPS, they want CERTIFICATES.. u know.. those laminated hard copies.
OH man, managed to find my Alevels CERT, but couldnt find my O levels one. HAVe to Go back leh~!!! I thought that will be the last time i entered RELC building which is so packed with people and so ULU place. Juz have to go home to search for it. dampened my mood abit oredi..
Then it was too late for me n mom to go shopping, cuz its 5 oredi, and im meeting my friends at 6 at dohby ghaut. So she decided to go home. Sorry mom, wasted ur leave, hehee, cuz i know u wanna go shopping. >.< Called huimin when i was at the bus stop, realised she was on bus 190. Ok great, told her to call me when she is at SCGS bus stop so i could get on the same bus as her. 8 buses went by... and 10mins ago she told me shes at Tanglin community club, which i figured does not take 10 mins to reach my stop. So i was about to call her, when she rang.."HuiLin? im at far east oredi" *faints* this blur girl.. say she tie shoe lace on the bus, missed the stop.
I was like WAT? u tie shoe lace for the whole 10 mins ah...
In the end, met her at Dohby ghaut bus stop. WE went to walk at PS, since we're early. And my..shes Skinny. Real Real skinny, but sitll, the feeling of meeting up with old friends is great. Haven seen her since the first 3 mths in JC, which is like 3 or 4 yrs ago. She's changed, and got braces too :)
Anyways, met up with the rest, Grace, PEiying, Siewli, Clarice at CAfe CArtel. The food there is alright lah, But all of us had fun at the place. The waiter flirts with us, lol~Then after the meal, we walked to Heerens where baby met me. Soon after we left for home.
Baby said im fat. Remind me to eat less. :(:(:(:(:(
Woke up early today,but was still late for work.. reached around 9.45 am. Wells.. deliberated for a while then had to do calling, which i dont really wanna do. Anyways.. got into an argument with Jeff.
today is supposed to be the day i officially start work. SO i thought i should get a punch card. I smsed Jeff in the morning, waited half hr for his reply, no reply.. called him, no answer. So not wanting to miss the punch in timing, i asked patricia for a punch card. Pat is Jeff's boss, Alvin Nathan's secretary. So... after i punched the card, and settle down to do my work, i receive Jeff's msg, saying he will give to me next week. So i replied saying i got my card from pat,and i punched it already. He replied Whatever, if theres anything next time ask from him only. So i said "ok, if dont give me punch card at most discard it away, no big deal"
So he said i might wan to watch the tone i talk to my SUPERIOR. And i was pist, and i dont owe him anything. So i msged him, and said "i dont like people who whatever me, if ure nice, i am willing to try do things for u, even if i dont like the job.but if ure not, im sorry i DONT NEED THIS. I am here becuz meiling told me "help her friend", and if ure not happy, fire me."
Then he apologised said it was a misunderstanding blah blah. lol Whatever~!
So the rest of the work day i juz slacked thru..not in the mood. So when 3 pm came, i was so happy. Cuz im leaving to meet baby for his medi appointment. Met him at redhill, 4 oclock his mom will pick him up at chatsworth,but its oredi 3.45pm oredi, and he wanted to eat first. So ok,went to tabao char kuay tiao and dessert from redhill, i had lunch at work oredi. my fav laksa yong tao fu. hehe~
Went back to eat, then i ate durians also. bought from malaysia last week. Yumz..~ so went to the hospital, yadayada, watched them take out the stitches, and doctors talking saying he's alright, so n so. The whole medi check took 1 hr or so. Still had some time left for dinner before baby had to book in at 7.20pm.
SO aunty nan, me n timo went Holland V's crystal jade kitchen. Me n baby had noodles, aunty nan had porridge, Ordered tim sum, chicken feet,prawn paste chicken, vege, poached liver n kidneys, and lots of barley. Had sesame gluttinous rice balls for dessert. WAliao so full.
Uncle raymond rushing us oredi, so picked us up at holland v, then sent baby back to his camp, and then when i thought he was sending me home for dinner at 7.30, he went to his fish farm. Argh.. got stuck there for half hr, he didnt know i had dinner at home, in the end went home at 8.. And threw up in the toilet. Cuz ah, i tink ate too full. Sigh.. had chicken soup my mom made for dinner, then whole day suffer.. lol~ too much food.
Woke up late today.. was supposed to be at the office like 10 am.. but u know..woke up at 7 am and then was too tired so went back to sleep til 9.30. REceived a msg from JEff asking if im on the way there. OHMY~9.30 i juz woke up, cant make it. So told him will be in at 11 instead. So he said "in tat case nvm, get somemore rest,be in at 2, he'll see me then" Well so i got a little bit of time to surf the net. WAhah!!
Steff handed her work to me when i was there. Wells..some numbers and some details.. nothing much. She told me quite abit of things bout Jeff. Well negative stuff somewhat i think he isnt that good after all. Maybe his true colors will show soon. So we excahnged numbers and emails. Shes going to NTU soon, and plans to stay in hall,and knowing i was from NTU previously, asked if i could help her Pull strings to get into HAll 2. lol~
Worked abit today, jeff said good job cuz i made some 60 over calls as compared to 16 the previous day. Still no appointments but met some really nice people over the phone. Hope i dont get burned out and no motivation to work. haha~
My only motivation for the day is tat baby is booking out later in the evening, and i will see him for dinner. His dad's gf is coming also. which is...hmm..not a good sign becuz we dont really like to see her.
After work around 5.15, i left and waited for baby at chatsworth. Poor baby he worked til 7 and was only released then.. came home about 8. and me...waited til i fainted. haha~ played with spotty. So dinner was prawn mee, with uncle ray n gf, n me n baby. After tat rushing back to camp cuz he gotta report at 11.15pm. So uncle sent me home, then send baby to camp. Tml can see him again, cuz he got MEdical Checkup!! haha~
Had tuition early in the morning. Found out that my students actually went to KL too, from the 14th to the 17th. But me n baby went from 17th to 19th. Haha~!! so i got them to write bout their KL trip, since they are still on holidays til next week. The twin girls, haha~ so cute. KAilin(the younger one) wrote something like from waking up,to brushing teeth, to opening door,to taking lift,to shopping, to going back to hotel, to taking lift, to opening door, to brushing teeth again,and then sleep, then continue on the next day "we take turns to brush our teeth, then my father open the door and we take lift down, and went shopping at the shopping centre next to our hotel" . So i juz casually asked, "are u gonna write this for the whole 3 days u spent in KL?" So i got her to erase the repeatitive parts and rewrite again. So after some effort, she finished. I noticed her "holiday" was spelt as "horliday". So i asked "kailin ah, how u spell holiday??" Then her eyes welled up with tears and started sobbing. Oh man.. >.<
After tuition went to paya lebar for the so called training. Jeff was late, so i was there at 12.15...waited til 1.45 he turned up. WEll he said skip the training. So he juz briefed me, and then we went to the call station to do the calling.Man i was so nervous, i almost said i wanna quit on the spot to him. After all its talking to strangers that i dont know, and i had been warned some arent exactly nice people. But jeff was being nice and all, saying that i shld have faith in myself, cuz he believed i could make it. Didnt feel any better til i called baby, and baby was like so nice bout it, telling me not to be scared etc. Muacks dear.heehee
Well.. made some 16 calls,and of all, spoke to about 5 of them further, and the rest were either not in,or asked to call back. Not too bad, wrote my own script there to refer to when im nervous.. lol~ Oh well.. Tml another day to trial. And baby's coming back!! yay!!!
hehe, so happy can see him soon. :) my motivation for the day :):):):)
today, went for a job interview at paya lebar under meiling's recommendation..oh man paya lebar, any idea how damn far it is.. lol~ anyway its for prudential, so i went. Something like calling up people to ask for appointment. and u'll be calling strangers u have never met or know how they are like.
Anyway i met tis guy Jeff (meiling's fren) who is an advisor. He's eloquent, probably becuz of the many yrs in this line. Got to know abit bout him, he supported himself thru university and has never taken a single cent from home since 16, 17 yrs old. Tats impressive i muz say, or rather, perhaps its circumstances tat force him to be independent.
He isnt exactly dashing, cool, or good looking whatever sort, but hes definitely easy going,relaxed and understanding sort. I had not many questions for him. After a few hrs of chatting n telling me what the job requires (i actually admit i chicked out) oh wells.
tml training, hope it'll be a better day :)
Date: 19/6/05
Time: 1000
Again..overslept. Woken up by uncle raymond's phonecall, "Joanne? its oredi 10 u know? " WAhahaha~ Dressed up and packed up my stuff, we're checking out today.
Had eggs for breakfast (well those i bought from chinatown from the poor old woman outside the restaurant, 40 cents ringgit for 1, i bought 10 from her but gave her $10) The eggs were made by uncle raymond, yummz nice, juz nicely boiled. They were small eggs, and not really filling.
HAd lunch at the place near chinatown, it was an old market place, tat sells very nice yong tau foo, esp the tao kee, and the tahu. WAh~ ordered so much plus TAbao~ many many tau kee, and tahu, and of cuz, the chee cheong fun u muz not miss. Tml will eat for breakfast. heheee. Walked further in, saw many live chickens, Wah.. u buy a chick they slaughter on the spot for u. manage to see 1, oh my... my heart wanna pop out. The man sliced the throat, and threw the chicken into a big container n let it thrash til no blood is left in it, then took out, dip n hot water n put in some machine to churn out the feathers. And Lo n Behold! A naked dead fresh chicken. ...
After tabaoing all the things, We drove back. ON the way back to JB, had yong tao foo (again) but tis time is the fishball tat is famous. But ah i tink so-so only.. quite bland. Bought 10kg durians at $10 /kg. Good durians, good buy. Tabao home to eat. heheh~
The rest of the way, was trying to find the tao sar piah tat baby wanted to eat..plus getting caught in jams along the causeway.. then uncle raymond sent me home. :):):) had a very fun trip with my baby. hehehe~
Date: 18/6/05
Time: 0830
Supposed to wake up at 8 today, but becuz we slept late last night, both couldnt wake up. Haha~ in the end woke up at 8.30, washed up and then left for breakfast. Had bak kut teh in a nice place, with lots of dough fritters n fish n other side dishes. SAw a really cute kitten tat baby likes so much, playing with the durian basket. I almost tot he wanted to bring it home. Had a durian ($15/kg).
After breakfast, uncle ray drove us to a shopping centre(again cant rem wot name) in KL. Nothing to shop there leh.. bought a pink top from Diesel and chose a white n blue tshirt for baby. so cheap man $59.90 for mine, and $42.90 for baby's. And really cool. Ok first piece of clothing for the day. Then went to look at some Dvds.. u know..how we like to buy lots of pirates n watch it at home. lol~
Went to dye my hair and highlight. The guy who did my hair oh my..so gay. eeks.. Anyway the result was........so lian. no choice, shldnt have let him do a second highlight on my fringe. Too light for my liking. The base color i like, so nice. heehee, but the fringe. Argh~ anyways its cheaper to do in msia for my hair length, only bout $250. And baby got his hair cut for $45. Btw all prices are in ringgit.
Got my new hair, got my new top, time's up for shopping. Uncle ray came to meet us after looking at his aquariums.. This time, we went to a BIG BIG Akuarium(tats the way msian's spell it) Whoa man, they have HUGE fishes there, n i mean HUGE. The ray, the arowanas, the PNTs, the Loaches, the Whatever fishes they have there at the "mini aquarium", they are BIG. Bigger than me, bigger than my face. Even the chiclids were like.....Big.
Wanted to buy the PNTs $48 each.. they're like so cute.. but then.. uncle ray's fren who was the manager there told him dont buy cuz there is fungus on them. the cute little turtles were sick :( sobz sobz.. So uncle ray said he will get them from elsewhere for us.
After this, went Go kart with baby. $35 for 10 mins... My he was driving so fast i couldnt catch up with him. Uncle raymond also could not catch up. Aunty cath lagi worse. wahahah~!!! MY arms were aching after tat.
I wanted to go to the exotic animals pet shop tat baby told me about, so we went to search, which was very near the big Akuarium. Ah.. found it, was a small shop, but they have all sorts of reptiles inside, snakes,geckos,somethig tat looks like chamelon, iguana,they even have skunks! O.O n some funny looking animal tat tried to swipe at me with its claws when i got too near its cage. SCary man.. My eyes fell on a pair of Hedgehogs.. few months old, but so cute..sleeping. Asked for discount cuz its like $650 for 1. The shop owner said $1100 if we get 2. WAs so tempted, uncle ray n aunty cath was asking alot of questions as well. Then the owner took out the Hedgehog, So CUTE!! immediately it curled into a ball, so tight. Then after waiting... the nose slowly came out, then the eyes peek, then the face. But the moment aunty cath blew at it, it went back to a ball. Haha~
one condition of keeping them, have to give away our 8 hamsters. then baby don wan the hedgehogs oredi. But still..i hope someday i will have a pair of them. heehee. :):):):):)
WEnt for dinner at chinatown in KL. WAh man crowded. Ate very nice chinese food at some restaurant, then me n baby went to shop around 9 plus at chinatown after dinner. Its like juz bugis village cum pasar malam in spore style, everywhere selling the same things. Got stuck at the Dvd roadside stalls. The whole place was packed and there were some make shift tables these people use to put discs..RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF THE WALKWAY. Abit no brain right..so those who wanna look at Dvds were squeezing with those who wanna walk past. And the temperature in malaysia isnt exactly cooling, hitting 40 deg some afternoons. Avg was about 35deg. Tink if i stayed there for a month i would have melted oredi.
The young guys were trying to take pics when baby was looking at the dvds. So gross man, this short guy was holding his 7610 and the aiming at me, looking away only when i turned. He did that for 5-6 times, cuz everytime i purposely look so he got no chance. And a customer was talking to him, apparently if ure doing something secretly u feel really guilty and it shows, so he wasnt concentrating with the customer talked to him.His frens were helping him lor. I went to the opposite stall to look at some clothes. When i went back to the dvd place, the guys there were shouting to the guy at the clothes stall, something like lucky u talk to her or what in cantonese.I complained to baby, he too saw the guy trying to take pic of me, haha~n of cuz i was sticking so close to baby i tink he took both our pics.
There's this flower shop they sell pretty roses in bouquets in pretty colors like pink,blue n purple. Heehee, was eyeing them all the while. Baby asked me to guess the price, if its correct i get 1 bouquet. So i guessed $80 ringgit. So he asked the price, guess wot.. $35 ringgit. I bargained til $32 ringgit, heh~ n baby got it for me!! haha~ so happy. FLowers!! nice roses, and spore u dont get such nice bouquets for like $14 converted to sing $$. Really like the nicest thing i have gotten from there.
Around 10 plus, met uncle raymond n gf again for prawn mee. We juz had dinner 1 hr ago.. Couldnt eat anymore. After prawn mee, went back to the hotel, wanted to go out to the streets for some walk walk to see the night life and supper at 3 am with aunty cath.. But was so tired.. went to sleep. Haha~
Im back from KL!!! hahah~ had a busy n fun weekend :) Will do some quick updates n post pics if im not too lazy.
Date: 17/6/05
Time: 0700
Uncle raymond came to pick me together with baby, went to woodlands checkpoint, after clearing the immigration dept, off we set driving 263km to KL.The way was kinda exciting for me, cuz ive never sat so far distance in a car before. Wah~ after awhile i fell asleep, haha~cuz nothing to do on the highway mah. Uncle ray was travelling at 130 or 140 km/hr which was pretty slow oredi. There were lots of road tolls along the way, and we had breakfast in JB, which kinda slowed the journey which is supposed to take about 3 odd hours to reach.
Along the way, got stopped by a traffic police. Offence was speeding. Clocked 126km/hr on a highway tat says 110km/hr at 11:52am. Waliao.. then he never bring license.. But baby says pay "fine" can oredi, which actually means bribe. I was taken aback at first when the tp insisted on driving license (then uncle ray says for show only). so he said "hurry hurry late oredi, faster settle" then the tp stuck out his hand under his clipboard n we stuffed $30 ringgit to him. Talk bout corruption.. So we were on our way again.
Reached Reinassiance hotel around 1 plus.. after checking in and checking out the hotel room (uncle raymond n timmie 1 room, me 1 room, aunty cath(uncle ray's ..um..gf) 1 room), we met up to drive to Genting.
The journey up the mountain was so cool~! we juz went up n up n up, and the air juz gets colder n colder. Going to the top, the temp fell from 36deg to 18deg only. And those older cars have no power to go up,haha, some have problem driving up even. Reaching above, the view was juz breath taking. Everything is foggy, cuz the clouds.
I wanted to take the themepark roller coaster.. but ahh raining.. So cant. Ended up going to casino. Wasnt too sure i could get in cuz i always get checked at entrances for my age, but aunty cathy said act confident. So i managed to get thru. wahaha~! both baby n me were underage. Didnt like the casino, its a smoky n brightly lit place packed with lots of ah sohs and uncles who came here to gamble away their hard earnings. Their faces were solemn as if they had betted their life's possessions on Big or Small, i think most would have lost more than they won. HAd a hand on the jackpot. Lost n won, in the end, lost around $20 . Supposed to collect the remaining winnings from the jackpot machine, but both baby n me forgot.. So when we went to cash our card, no value left. Someone muz have taken it oredi.. Those dishonest greedy people lurking around the jackpot juz to see if they could cash in on our wins. So in the end, lost $50.
WAlked around somemore, then uncle ray n aunty cath drove down highlands to meet us cuz baby n me were taking cable car. HeeHEe~ so nice, tot juz the 2 of us in the mountains.. then tis guy got to "highjack" our cable car.. But cant say anything cuz its public mah..but hey, he play gooseberry lor, not paiseh one meh..
It was oredi dark when we sat in the cable car, wow~ so nice the feeling. can see the forests. But not as scary as wot she mentioned it to be leh.. i wan to take things like rollercoasters n bungee..
Haha~ had nice dinner at some restaurant (i cant rem where), bought mangosteens and then went back to the hotel around 11 plus. 12 plus baby came to eat mangosteens with me n watch tv after showering. hehe~ more cuddles then both went to bed. Tml..we're going to gold kart.
Woke up around 9 today cuz baby called. Today we're going fishing with Dale,Ziyi,Ric and Kelvin(Ziyi's driver). So waited for them to come pick me before heading for neo tiew there to fish. hehehe~ the sun was up n shining when we left.
Anyway reached there..set up rods n stuff..was there around 11 plus..
The fishing place..
the boys..
setting up the rod n fish line
Timo n dale
Cutting the bait (yuck~ in aust we use oysters.. here..rotten fish)
Live prawns.. better baits..but kinda cruel cuz u hook them on the tail n make them swim
Positioning~!! Fishing begins~!!
Baby fishing! :)
Caught a fish!!
in the basket
DAle playing with the umbrella after no fishes..
In the end, Ziyi,Timo,Dale,and Kelvin caught a total of 9 fishes. Kelvin is damn lucky, caught all the big one. Ziyi caught a Grouper. As for me, haha~ baby gave me a small rod with small hooks n small little baits, i went to catch those small little guppies tat were living in the water togehter with the big fish. Caught about 10 of them and 1 slightly bigger one. But they die easily.. In the end..those were dinner for uncle raymond's big fish. Hahah~Wah~ brought home 5 catches for us. haha~ 3 died, 2 living in tank now. Hehehe the ones were frozen by helen for dinner.
Got so Burnt and i mean really Burnt.. Cuz my arm now 2 color... cuz i was wearing a polo T....... n ....waliao.. ugly. Hope it fades soon. Leaving for KL n genting tml oredi.. gotta continue packing. Update when im back~!!
Today, went to baby's place for lunch.. before heading to school. Wah~!! nice hor fun Helen fried, yummz~!! Didnt know how to take bus there so took a cab. While baby went out with kaisi, for swensens.
Halfway thru the talk..im so sian.. i left halfway. lol~ not sure i was even allowed to do tat but argh heck. juz cant be bothered. So i decided to take any bus.. which was 75, midway i changed to 174.. ended up in wheelock. Was so lost.. i met mynt tzu on the bus..well ma sabai's sister. haha~ oh man i asked for directions they muz have tot i was some SK turtle from the mountain. Dont know how to go taka. Well.............. too used to car. Paiseh. hehe~
Was supposed to find Huimin, who was waiting for me at taka.. lol~ ended up sitting at wheelock for like half hr before baby turned up. Didnt find her then.. Kaisi went home.. They like took neoprint lo.. well.. argh.. i wanted to be the first to take with him, but sigh.. sometimes hes juz not fair. Took with her, never take with me. He better make it up to me yah.. haha~ else i will be so not pleased. :):):):):)
Took bus to aunty nan's office. WAited til like dinner, then walked to Novena Sq fish n co.. lol~ met dale there. Ordered many stuff.. fried calamari,prawn vermicelli wrap, smoked salmon salad,clam chowder,fish n chips,mussels penne, seafood platter etc..so full.. of coz not forgetting my Jungle Freeze. hahah~!! fish n co.. yumz~
After tat we went to California's for latte n cakes.. hehehe, hung around abit more n took a cab home. :):):):) tml we're going fishing~!! n fri leaving for malaysia oredi.. heee
Monday
met baby at commonwealth.. went to sony to try get HiMD fixed.. only to realise sony had shifted to orchard wheelock place. Uncle raymond called, appt at 3pm to see car .. but somehow at this time around 1.45pm, we're oredi out and no time to go back and get camera.. so argument btw baby n his dad arises.
In the end, we took a bus back to chatsworth,picked up the cam, then took a cab to RH then train to JE. uncle ray was also late.. ZzZZz..so much for the rushing. Went to pandan the workshop there, looked at the car.. Took back the number plates (heehee). After tat, we went back home to slack til dinner time.
Dinner was at admiralty KFC.. cuz baby wanted to pick some fan.. and we went KFC. Then later he had to meet his bros.. so i went home before 10.
Tuesday
We were going to orchard today to get his HiMD fixed. Took 132 and told baby to wait at bus stop. So met up with him around noon time, went to Applecentre to take a look at some mini ipod stuff.. bought a remote control which comes with extra earphones, some remote rubber casing (the same one as my ipod condom haha~),a battery operated charger, and some other thing i cant rem wot. cost $200+ together. Paid off with the starhub vouchers. heee~
then went wheelock place sony service centre. After dropping off phone, went to Topshop, chose a skirt, a shirt n a towel, plus 4 lollipops. Finished the $120 voucher juz like tat O.O!! Hhaha happy shopping ~
Saw phones at nokia..i tot i saw someone i know..Qian hui there. i rem she works at nokia..well didnt call her cuz i tot i didnt really know her tat well. Hmmm... baby wanna get 7710..he said get 6680 and we can trade phones. TEmpting to get sia..haha wait n see.
Helen cooked dinner..thinking we'll be home. Hhah in the end didnt eat at home also. WE went pepperoni (i tink is tis name) around linden there next to sebestians..sebestians was packed.. so we had pizza and pasta..can draw on the paper they lined the table with too. heh~ check mine drawing out! hee~! Quite yummy and gelato too.
Hobbes & Joanne
my Hobbes heehe~
Today me n baby decided to go to church. hee, after so long.. like finally going. Um.. Woke up early n called him.. no ans.. tot he was still sleeping, so i went back to bed. half hr later, he called, said see u at JE 10.30. OH man.. it was 9.30am. So i hurried out of the house, ignoring my mom's screaming cuz i didnt close the door, n went without an umbrella.. In the end i returned for the brolly. ... kinda pissed.
Service was ok lah.. the songs were nice, but we're kinda late so sat at the back. Wow.. chc has 7 services oredi.. i tot only 6.. seems like ive left for quite some time. But if baby goes trinity, well i will follow. some kind of christian i am.. heh~ After service we went RH for yong tao foo (our fav!!) yumz, then took cab back, remember? no car.. haha
Slept from 2 to 5pm..woke up clean hamster playpen, shifted the whole thing to the study room, so baby's room looks bigger now. He was clearing his 4 ft tank.. yuck like so much dirt n rotting plants, cuz went bmt..n too much fert so the plants grew too much too fast.
Dinner was nasi lemak. hee, early dinner cuz uncle ray had to go to the PCK musical. Was some invitation by dunno who lol~ else i dont think he will ever go for one. Then we did somemore clearing up of tank..before me taking cab myself back. Hee baby paid for it. Thanks hun~ maucks!
Woke up pretty late today.. watched the last episode of Love at dolphin bay eating breakie with mom. Then left the house for chatsworth. Baby still sleeping when i got there.. about 12pm. Cuddled with him but he woke up half hr later, hes hungry.
So he washed up and changed, need to go police station to verify his insurance.. We took bus to queenstown, only to realise the station has shifted. Ended up taking a cab next to queensway there.. settled the stuff, then went to eat lunch at alexandra mkt. then headed home.
Nothing much done, watched Day after tmr with baby at his home theatre system on his plasma, heehee, in the mahjong room. Cool effects but i almost went deaf. Same show, but haha, great company. :):):):):):) WAs suppose to have dindin with aunty nan, but she wanted tim to rest at home, so asked helen to cook dinner.
AFter much slacking, took a train home and bought some food at the pasar malam. Ate with baby at my place there, heehee, no car now, so its like the days before he got his license.. lol`!! Mom boiled cooling tea for him.. so nice eh.. heeehee.
Date: 9/6/2005
Time: Early morning
Went out around 6 plus in the morning, brought honey stars and caught a cab to hospital. $13 bucks man. Baby was still sleeping when i arrived. Of coz larh.. aircon room.. ahhaa~ shiok man. Breakfast was served, then baby n me tried to snuggle in bed watching tele. THen the head of nurse (i tink is head of nurse) came in and say "scuse me, the bed is for patients" I was like "oops sorry" so slacked at the sofa chair beside. Gope one of his pillows to Zzz.
Didnt do much today,watched tele,bought lunch from the cafeteria malay rice, not bad. Bought chng tng for baby, and ice kacang for myself. Chng tng not sweet, ice kacang sweet like mad. Maybe the unker trying to kill me with the syrup. Then held baby's hands and slept awhile from 2pm after lunch to 4 plus. Then a few calls came in but baby so sound asleep i picked them .Sticky ex msged.. I replied. she knew bout the accident and "felt like crying" .... Hes not in ICU, cry wot.
My mom came during lunch hour to see him. Brought coconut drinks and some fruits for him. Chatted abit n then left.
Aunty nan came with aunty alice. Baby was still sleeping, so they quietly came in. But he still woke up after a while. soon his NS friends came, then soemmore NS friends, then uncle raymond came at about 5 plus with aunty daisy's driver. Uncle raymond brought some boxers for baby, and some tidbits. Then i tink his Sir came to see him. funny the way they talk.
After they left at about 9plus, got a little bit of time alone with baby before i went home by cab.
Heard later his dad bought supper for the boys, cuz eric and dale went over after midnight to see him again.
Date: 10/6/2005
Time: Morning
Went over, brought coco crunch for baby (cuz he say he prefer coco crunch) and honey stars for myself. reached about 8.30am.Spent about $60 on cab for the last 2 days, so today took train. lol~ poor me. :) Baby still sleeping, but after tat woke him up.Nurse brought breakfast (wah~bacon n eggs n bread, orange juice and banana and tea) and of coz.. Straits times.
Doctor came in, told him tat he could be discharged today, but no soccer n such activities. He said if baby's gonna lie there n do nothing, he rather he lie at home and do nothing. lol~ wot a funny doctor. So he can be discharged today~! but he need to get his mom's permission first, haha~ cuz she will put him there as long as he is still slightly unwell. But baby wanted to go home so badly, in the end ok lor, can go. So uncle raymond came to pick him after tat. No visiors today. But when we packed up...waliao.. juz came 3 days only brought home like 5,6 bags of tidbits, pringles,polky,oreos,kinder bueno,Lays,oranges,strawberries,peaches, lots of fruits, n more biscuits. *Faints* the hospital also gave him a basket of fruits.
Called up my mom said he'll be discharged today, dinner on. So she went home during lunch to defrost the chicken.
Slept abit after unpacking stuff back home.Then waited for baby to shower, and took train, yes.. TRAIN back home. Cuz car is destroyed lol~ Dinner was fine, watched abit of tv at home,dressed his wound, mom chatted with baby, then he left at about 11.30 to catch nightrider home. hahaha~ :):):) His kidney still hurts,tats wot worry me. U never know the extent of internal injury to ur organs the impact of the accident could have.
juz got to see.. n wait.
Date: 8/6/2005
Time: Morning
Slept for barely 3 hrs, woke up to go to alexandra to see my dear boy. Raining heavily. It wasnt the visiting hr yet, i was trying to be quiet. But most patients are up and around oredi. Hmm..The smell is bad.. like ...sweaty bods smell and abit of pang sai smell. Lunch for baby he didnt eat much. Its funny looking chinese food with 2 dishes and an orange in a plastic bag. Theres still blood in his urine, and he complained of aches in the neck, elbow,wrist etc.
Baby thought he will be discharge today. Brought a change of clothes in case. supposed to go chatsworth first, to pick up his clothes,but didnt, dale too didnt wake up. Waited with him at hospital, quite stuffy.. then shortly after dale came. Chatted awhile, then aunty nancy called me, asked wot we wanna for lunch. Delifrance man~ but i guess baby not in the mood to eat also. Around 3 plus aunty nan came. spoke to the nurse, the doc, watched abit of tv at the common area, then decided to transfer tim to the A ward. CAnt stand the smell, the service,the food,the people. Baby said "i feel like im in an old folks home" LOL~!!
Transfer was done. Class A ward is like $280 per day. But looking at the food quality, the service quality, the nice room, the nice AUTOMATIC bed, the nice personal toilet ,Tv and AIRCON!!, guess its ok. haha~ so around 5 plus, baby showered. We had our own toilet and room man, so much privacy. His kidney still pain, tat worried me abit, and his pee seem to still have blood, although the sample was dark yellow. But under microscope, theres red blood cells.
dinner came, Wow~wot a vast diff man. instead of orange in a plastic bag, its grapes,strawberry and watermelon in a BOWL ok.. food served in various dishes, not all dumped together with the rice.
Had a few visitors, mama & aunty siew (who's leaving for london oredi) Tse Tschi, Lesla, dale.. cant rem the rest.
i stayed on til around 10 plus, then i took a cab back. Hopefully tml he will be feeling better. Bringing honey stars for him~ :)
baby in ward 7 rm 3, class A
His wound..
So many things happened during this week, if only i can reverse time..heres wot happened..
Date: 7/6/2005
Time: Noon
Baby's booking out around 4.45pm. Yay~!! finally he can come out of tekong.. tonight he has an OC party.. which means i will have to be home for dinner. Blurxin came down at 2pm with the puppy chihuahua, sooooooo cute~!! otahz is like bigger than her man.. Shes absolutely adorable. Really sweet pup. So decided to show her to aunty nan. Took cab down to rosevale with blurxin n pup. Dale and aunty nan loves the dog too. :):):):) then time to go, mama coming to pick me to go pick timmie together. So blurxin went too, mama saw the dog, so cute.wahaha~
Baby drove home, then slept for a while, then went to his mom's place again to pick up 2 bottles of volka for his oc party. He was suppose to pick his friend at bukit panjang and another 3 later. So off we went, heading home. Halfyway it begun to rain.The rain was pretty heavy, and i had a bad feeling before baby dropped me. So when he sped off, i said drive carefully. Later on i reached home, i called him again and said dont drive like juz now, be safe.
So had dinner. Around 8.30, received a call from aunty nan. She was yelling asking me wot happen to tim?? i was like HUH?!? he went to party but hasnt called yet. She said "Timmie had an accident!!" I was like "oh shit man" Lost my appetite and mood. WAs so worried when he didnt pick up the phone and all. OMy really felt very lost. I called up mama and ask her wot happened, she say timmie got accident. Shortly after,baby called me. He went like "i had an accident, and its worse than the first one." i asked him "are u ok? anywhere injured? hows the car? where r u?" He said "not injured,except for a few cuts where the watch cut me, im around wdl rd, stagmont" i said " im coming down, wait for me"
So i told mom to send me there. Went to the scene at about 9pm, 10 mins after the call.. JAw dropped. The whole car was smashed at the front, bumper flew out, headlights flew out,windowns shattered,windscreen shattered, seat was lifted off the floor of car,air bags also came out,the doors were kinda crumpled, the car was juz smashed. The tree was ok.. -_-"
Apparantly wot happened was he drove into a tree after losing control. Lucky star 1: the tree did not hit the driver side door. Lucky star 2: he was wearing a safety belt (else i tink he would have flown out)
So i saw baby, his hand was bleeding, his clothes has blood. The car has blood over where he tried to find his belongings. Aunty siew and uncle dan were trying to search for any belongings from the wreckage. Baby couldnt find his specs and hp (which flew out of the car due to impact) and his HiMD and dale's newly bought camera flew to the back seat.
Not sure wot else happened, but we searched high n low for his specs and hp (which is most impt to him) but in the end uncle dan only found the specs. Around 10 plus, the tow truck finally came n took the piece of metal off. Well its been reduced to metal. After hanging around for sometime still trying to find the phone, which could not be found anywhere, baby left with uncle dan and aunty siew to go file a police report then to A&E to get his wounds treated. I had to go home.
Around 11.30 was still worried.. So fren came to pick me to go chatsworth find baby. He's home.. i called up dale and asked him to wait at rosevale for me, i go pick him. So fren dropped us off, then uncle dan drove the 4 of us to Alexandra hospital.
Waited around 1 plus, he got some stitches on his hand,took xray, and took a urine test, and then had to be hospitalised, cuz there are traces of blood in his urine. So no choice had to be admitted. Ward C is wot SAF people entitled to?!?!? WArd C no space, so he goes to ward B2. Waliao..the ward is not for humans one lo.. feels like a hospice instead. If it was ward C i think i will throw up. Not air conditioned, and abit smelly with so many people around.
Aunty nan came down about 2 plus.. we stayed with baby til bout 4am before heading home. Dont think he can sleep in the ward.. Sigh.. Worried worried worried.. Urine got blood means kidney injured.. prob due to the impact and the safety belt. Uncle raymond is flying down from italy, 2 days ahead of schedule, to see tim. sigh...
Really didnt expect tis, he should be at his sergeant's house, enjoying his party, drinking his volka, and the rest of the holiday for me. Not at the hospital taking medicine and drinking lots of water.
Triumph is having sale!!! Blew $238 on 5 sets of bras and matching bottoms. **satisfied** grin. lol~ Mom was pissed, asking me y bought matching bottoms when no one can see. lol~ Well if its nice inside, i feel good. hahahah~!!
Baby's coming back tml, yay~!! 2 weeks break, so happy, then maybe we'll get to go malaysia. Gotta decide on the date soon. Miss him SOOO much, cant wait til tml. Tml suppose to go see blur xin's dog at bedok.. wonder how she look like. Muz be very small n cute at 3 mths. See how tml..
My dear Timmie, kena confinement for leaving his rifle around during field camp, along with 18 others, now doing guard duty. Lol~ so he gotta book in yesterday night. Sigh.. 1 lesser day with him. But the good news is he's passing out on tuesday. hehehe~ then maybe we can go genting+KL together.
Yesterday was a good day. Baby booked out early, like 10 in the morning. Gma drove to pick him, and i waited for her at redhill. My..she drives at a constant 80 km/h.. i feel the world pass me by SLoWly.. Then i met up with MOP bells (belinda) to pass her shorts. After waiting for half hr, baby turned up, and then he drove us home. Hahah, tis time.. faster of coz.
Went home, cuddled a while, changed fish water, and checked our yamatos. Died.. except for 1. Argh.. and the fries? Died too. The water is damn smelly.. So picked out all the dead shrimps 4 of them, which had turned orange oredi and stinking really bad.
Around 2 plus,baby changed into his new Tommy shirt(hee smart smart baby i like tis kind of dressing) and we went Novena Sq's Fish n co. Had garlic lemon mussles,swordfish collar,calamari and of coz sharkie freeze. Heheheh ,so long never go out with baby oredi, every week is rushing rushing rushing, but tis week sweet sweet baby took time to accompany me LehH!! he deserve a kiss *muacks* hehehe. The service was abit slow.. by the time we finished, it was 3 plus oredi. Plus..the waitress forgot my vegetables for the swordfish collar. And when it came, the whole thing is over salted. Sigh!!! Bad meal, lovely company. But tat company makes it up.
After tat, dropped by NA then headed for Rosevale. Watched abit of tv, slacked around til 6 plus, then decided to go home. Aunty nan arranged for her driver Uncle george to bring tim to pasir ris then me home. Couldnt eat dinner cuz was still full.
Then baby had to do his biography but last min printer cocked up, Then panicked cuz the damn thing wouldnt print, ahaha after callnig up a few friends to no avail (cuz it was pretty late most had left house oredi), and at 8.50, driver coming at 9.. i called up bells SOS~!! I emailed her the documents and she printed it. Told uncle george to drop by her hse at pasir ris to collect. PHeW~!
On the way, picked his buds, jerry and kianfei, and headed for the ferry terminal. Then bidded goodbye. Uncle george made fun of me *sobs* haha~ friendly lah, he purposely drove slowly pass them while i waved Goodby to my dearest, then he asked me "ok oredi? still wanna see them off??" hahaha~ i slept the rest of the way home. Zzzz
So tired when i reached home. But miss him leh.. if only.. if only.. he dont have confinement.
Note: My oto died and my yamato climbed out of my tank n died in a frozen state. Yuck.. kept the body cuz baby wanna see. Will load pics if i have the time.
Copied this from someone's blog.. so funny. heheh
How to Impress a Woman
Wine her, Dine her, Call her, Hug her,
Hold her, Surprise her, Compliment her, Smile at her,
Laugh with her, Cry with her, Cuddle with her, Shop with her,
Give her jewelry, Buy her flowers, Hold her hand, Write love letters to her,
Go to the end of the earth and back for her.
How to Impress a Man
Show up naked. Bring beer.
Juz received SIm letter.. had some briefing on 15th june. Y 15th june.. like screwed my plans to go genting with baby.. >.< How now.. Wonder if can change the date. Sigh.. Im so damn blur about the registration procedure.. how come so many? tot they said regishter to SIm can oredi.. now wots with GAF and dunno wot register with UOL still muz pay another 45 pounds and another 459 pounds if i get in.make me very blur. Someone HeLP~!!!!
Sigh.. wheres my baby i need him now.. haiz.. dunno y these few days feeling kinda depressed (or maybe its juz mixture of feelings). I am not assured ok i am insecure i admit. Sigh~ yyyyy! im afraid i might lose him or he might change to someone i cant recognize, maybe its the change of environment im trying to adapt. I cAnt find him as and when i like, i cant call him as freely as i used to be able to, i dont get to see him everyday only til weekends, and if he tells me he's meeting his buds for dinner i go mad. Cuz only so little time. Sigh!!! And to think he was the one crying and feeling upset when he first step into tekong. I guess people do adapt dont they. Haiz...Saturday come pls... only saturday will make me feel better.. Arh.. i need my man now n hes away in tekong serving the bl**dy army.
its a constant fight against time, constant fight for time. Im going to start school soon and i am so NOT looking forward to it. Becuz it means less flexi schedule.. yet again maybe some books will do my mind good. I wish baby would be more supportive sometimes, i get tired and i need a place to rest. *hopes its his shoulders*
now i muz get someone i know studying in SIM to help me with this SIM thingy..i can only think of waitat, where are the rest tat i thought i know studying in SIm??
*FouL mood* Hope my baby sms me soon.. Sigh.. i miss him.